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Accidentally fallen

 Accidently I met him. Honestly, nothing is accidentally it's the universe who is doing this "It is meant to be". I lost my faith in love long back I felt I could never fall in love again but he made me believe in it again.  I started talking to him I wasn't looking for a relationship then but he just felt so right.

1:30 pm it was. I was completely dressed up got a new fit for the occasion I started getting ready 4 hours before I met him. When he was about to come I  was panicking like hell! "Am I  looking good enough?" "Will he like me?" a lot of questions were in my head but the moment I saw him nothing mattered I didn't care how I was looking, what was I wearing, it was perfect because I was with him.  When I am with him I feel loved in a way I have never felt before. The little things he does make me smile like an idiot but, to be honest, I want to be that idiot for all of my life.

When I was in love before I thought I will never be able to love someone more but I was so wrong and now I think if I loved the wrong person so much, how much am I in love with the right person? 

I want to sleep with him in an innocent way, I want to hug him under a sky full of stars. I need him when I am sad, I need him when I am happy because everything in my life is incomplete without him. 

I have never loved anyone so much and I can assure you I never will. My love for him will increase every second no matter what because I know he is the one. I don't know what the future holds for us but I will do anything to be with you because I can't see my future without you in it. If he is reading this I just want to tell him I love him, he means the world to me.

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