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Silence of darkness

 These nights are without darkness and the days are without pain. The words of reality have stopped biting the tears of my heart and the words of fear are currently sleeping underneath the soul of my life.


The drops of misery don't ounce from the face of my life.


My heart doesn't sink inside the ocean of treacherous darkness and the ship of my dejection and melancholy has drowned inside the shore of my past because the water of your love opened the mouth of happiness and gulped the ship where the passengers of my sadness lost lives.


The water of your smile and the ocean of your cherubic and angelic eyes slaughtered the body of sorrows.


The ghosts and shadow of my past don't hold the door knob of my reality and the mutter of guilt doesn't echo inside the shady and horrid tunnel of my ears .Is this world of reality or the counterfeit world of mirror where the hands of reality have been tied up with a rope and a knot of happniess. Where was this smile in my past and where was the breath of your heart.

hunger of the inner beast. It's locked inside the cage of emotion but still the beast's voice reaches the face of my reality.


In the road of twilight your light still over- passed darkness with the steps of love.


This heart has never slept on the bed of love with the blanket of fondness because this world made me sleep on the aches of anguish and when the yawn of the morning blew from the mouth of the dawn the wind of light picked up the fingers of my dust and made the head of my life touch with ground of hell.


You came into my life like the wind of heaven and like the breeze of winter in the hour of sweltering summer and you came into my life like a bird of love that had the feather of joy and laughter but the voice of night wounded and maimed the blades and feather of joy.


That's when you saw the nest of my life on the tree of my tears. You bussed the roots of my sadness with lips of eternal beauty and sapphire and ruby lips of love.

My heart was stuck in the jail of darkness and it lost the hope of light. But during the darkest time of life when the blanket of nightmares covers the face of light and keeps it in the pocket of night it's the loud voice of love that walks over the wall of terror of murk and lost of daylight it's the galadiator of love that jumps over the corpses of death of darkness. My blood covered the eyes of my light but when you entered the prison of my remorse and bewail. The plats of darkness quivered with the fear of your heart's love and the mouth of soul ate upon the dust of dullness. The water which was blind with the soiled foot of gloominess and that was covered 

with the mud of pain. It's the eyes of that water that saw the face of your heart because the mirror was your physicality. I don't need the use of words to describe the voice of my words. I just need to open the window of my reality and the words of my love will fly inside the house of your life like a pigeon of sacred love and irrevocable adoration.


I speak my heart and I won't let the words of my tongue hold the breath of my heart.


This heart lost a queen in the war of death where the army of the devil knocked the steps of my queen from the castle of my heart. without the touch of her the rose of my heart became pale and achen.


These doors of my heart were locked by the keys of my tears.


Your sign in my life was pure serendipity, you lost the way of heaven and firmament that it's the breath of your exhaustion that

decided to take a glare and glimpse at the doors of my despondence.


My happiness was kidnapped by the thief and larcener of night and darkness that was summoned by the wish of the shadow of my past. You quench your thirst with the water of poison and the bane of my life but the poison that killed the eyes of reality of this world was the wine of impalpable and eternal love. The tongue of your heart kissed the poison of my life and inhaled the air of ebullience in it.

This heart was never built a house of love for someone but the day you kept the brick of your life on top of my mangled and annihilated life the hands of soul constructed the tower of your love with the face of your life which sleeps inside the memory of my eyes.

I was a disciple to your kingdom and an atheist and adherent to the words of your

Pain has his own happiness and a shadow has its own light. 

The hands of my soul were dipped inside the water of tears and drank the water of agony. That's why these hands never stopped and inhaled the air of love. The day you rang the bell to the doorway of my heart the eyes of my life were covered inside the cloth of water of dust of night where and the breath of my heart was held up by the million fingers of yesterday.


The eyes of my life slept inside the tunnel filled with the tusunami of splash puddles of pain of my blood that was shed by the

life but the day you touched the face of this guardian and your dark knight the radiant and divine light of your heart made me wear the crown of your god. I am one hand of your protector and the other of a god that sits on the throne of our life with the hands of your seraphic grin on the lap of my soul.


You made me touch love in a way i have nver touched it before the power of our relationship is effulgent and luminous, you made me drink the wine of your words and the sweetness of your words is still walking on tongue with flavour and you made my heart sleep on the bed of your heart with the blanket of your life. This is neither reality nor illumination but this a globe and world of our heart. This not the bridge to the one side of reality and the other to my imagination this the bridge that connects the hands of our love. Trust me even god doesn't know what tomorrow holds for us but with you time sleeps and it feels like the hands of immortality have touched the time of reality with the time of our need, want and desire. You are a goddess because you made my tongue wear the rope of stammer and stutter and you unleashed the butterflies of your life inside the jungle and park of my heart. The hover of those butterflies feels like youtube kisses. You saw me when no one did and you made a shadow walk on the pavement of reality and made it dance on the floor of light with the hands of your light holding the fingers of my night. This is a roller coaster of life where the track is of our heart. The track will never get over and if the ride of my life stops we can replenish it with the words of my laughter together.

WE laugh together, We cry on each other's shoulders, We smile with a merciful light when we walk in each other's heart, we will be sad underneath the tree of our heart and we spread the words of love every second in between the bridge of reality and imagination. My life before you was a living nightmare that had eyes behind the back of life but after you my words also can't be portraed or embraced because each day you teach me the meaning of love in different ways and I will always define it for you and speak it for you. "You could draw me to life, you can draw me to death, you can draw me to a full glass of love, you could draw me to fire, you could draw me to water and you draw in your daydream because I am all yours to draw for and Whatever our souls are made of your or mine are the same. 

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