Who am i not to trust

 The door was closed, and so was my heart, I tried putting my hand on the handle for him but maybe we drifted apart, At the doorstep of his heart, maybe a knock would bring him alive, or I was just afraid of what I might find... Emptiness was all I saw. Maybe he had already sown his seeds and gone. In a lucid dream, I saw the bridges of my imagination and reality, where I had to begin my path. I was waiting for his signals to find my path. These nights are without darkness and my days are without pain. Finally, my tears have stopped for me to drain in the rain. I am sinking in the ocean of your tragic darkness, where my life has lost its will to live. These nights are without darkness, my days are without pain, and I am waiting for someone who hasn't changed... I love you more than the poets love the moon; I love you every day and every night; I love how you make me smile. If I am lost I want u to be my destiny. I love you more than the distance between us and  I  love yo...

 "My eyes left yesterday, my heart felt forever....." Thinking about it makes me sad, but I still do...Maybe I am happily sad... He heard my quietness, and he felt my silence... I wasn't sleeping I was awake I wanted you to wait, I was losing my breath but my mind was still I just needed you to be there..my cry for help everybody heard but maybe your ears were deaf for it... The smile everybody saw but you saw the tears for it...Dissolve me in your soul I will fade, say your name I will chase, give me your hymns I will pray, just make me yours I will stay...I am not me I am the reflection of you in the mirror, the one you admire the most to see..but the mirror just broke did it break you and me? I wish my sore eyes could show my love or my bass voice or the fact that I am still half for the other half... Sometimes it takes as much as winter to make you cold but what if the blanket of fanciness that used to make me feel warm is making me feel sore..maybe it would take as l...